Faith in Abusers or Ecstasy?
You can either have fullness of experience--each moment vivid rich perception of the universe--or bad faith--faith in a hurtful or useless person--but you can't have both. As soon as you put your faith in the wrong person you’ll have lost your miraculous perception and be dragged down to bland, boring, petty, mean, shallow and mundane reality. Watch who you put your faith in. Simply put, watch who you associate with--because the influence is there with the mere contact. The shark knows this: his sequence is contact, influence, conquest! The conquest is over your mind which ceases to be a lovely garden and starry night and starts being a scene from hell. In those times you can make a wrong decision which will degrade your life for decades. Dissociating with lower elements is the name of the fame game at this point--you must separate in order to re-connect to the powers that be in your field.
Do you think that just because someone is popular and accepted that you should put your faith in them? Don’t kid yourself, for the opposite is true. Falling into the popular groove they are constantly out of grace and will only misadvise you on what you should do. Look back--were not all of the past tragedies due to some involvement or influence with other people? It’s scary to realize this but incredibly beneficial. Thinking most people are “nice” is very stupid--stay alert to subtle influences tearing you down.
The wrong faith object will inspire fear in you. This fear is your inner instinct crying out against possible destruction--its your solar plexus indicating a sense of powerlessness. The Bible says “faith in an unstable man is like living on quicksand.” Though you may be dulling your instincts to avoid this recognition your insides are distressed from what you know down deep. You must listen to what your body is telling you--are you stuffing or drinking down your fear on this road so steep?
You must become aware of and question your associates. Because I tell you truth--you will never go anywhere if you stay in that situation, for you need silence to succeed and this present situation is noise—games. Above all else keep chatterers (or those using you for entertainment) at bay for these are energy thieves. You must cut them loose for the time is late. Many of your sins are just coping devices to adapt to these people--your environment. Man is an adaptive animal and the mal-adaptation to dense environments is exhaustion. Exhaustion is the result of oppression--from letting inferiors worm their way in.
Since hostile environments are characterized by sterile dynasties and petty competition, they contaminate and restrict your creativity. They're based on a whole set of rules you want no part of. Your destiny only unfolds through your own genius acting point-to-point without a map or a plan--and only silence allows your focus on what to do next. Remember it’s the weak who talk too much, they can't understand why you’d rather think than talk. Let them go. Even if you have to live with animals at least you’ll get your work done. It will be effortless--with holy spirit ease--if you can separate and establish your own reality with God. Only there do you get the divine design of each moment, the grand culmination of which is total success in your field. You’ve been resurrected from the dead, a case of beauty from ashes.
The
Devil’s Crowd is politically correct. They tow the line: thinking and saying
whatever’s “popular”. But it’s only the tyranny of the group that wants
you to
feel down and hopeless--making you try proving yourself which only keeps
you down more through embarrassment and feeling disapproval. Learn to say “I
can't deal with
your projections nor talk again.” To overcome this subtle yet pervasive
obstacle, become assertive. The dominator adapted to your docility so look them
in the eye, say “no” and never think of these old networks again. Once
eliminated your attractive powers will link to success. Just be right
so no more memories, habits or systems can take hold.
As long as you’re never around gossip can’t hurt you--you’re just a name or label. You’ve grown weary in your one-down state so declare independence and bid them good-bye. When you’re out of the system there’s nothing they can do, so keep thinking when down: “my aura's been contaminated and infected. Soon I’ll be better, then the best. I now release this system and transcend to my world talent.” In regards to these particular people the “case is closed.” If upon waking to the abuse you find yourself without friends, great--now you’ll be with God, the highest. God knows your great future--this present situation is part of your training. It’s heartbreaking dealing with people when coming into your own talents--a free world--but just remember this: jealousy is their incentive! People attempt to make you feel small to avoid them feeling that way when you get so big!
We have a choice:
Faith in wrong people (bad faith) or the experience of true fullness.
Bad faith brings depression while recognition of the
truth about people brings recovery into fullness.
You can’t have both.
There’s no happiness with bad faith as the contradictions
are a cancer to the subconscious.
When the tension of denial is gone you’re back in
the Kingdom: your center, your home. Acceptance reached brings your
reversal: you’re now in a joyful light so just accept the truth so life can
change suddenly. These people putting painful projections on you care
nothing for your joy. Bad faith in useless people is maintained
through denial resulting in dimmed experience, flagged interest, dulled eyes and
dense brain--you no longer “cherish the day.” Everything forced
unconscious makes us dense: anytime we deny the obvious the whole project
dims.
Through your relationship alone the wrong person can
degrade your reality--the hard-won bud of genius. This beautiful seed is
smashed by the carnal, the vulgar and the indifferent.
Once the light goes out due to relationship,
bad habits or inferior food the creative process is ruined. True pleasure
is blocked by tension, so release prideful people and pastimes and
you’ll find fullness: ecstasy in life.
GROUP ENMESHMENT
Cunning Competition
We lose
self when enmeshed in groups, mal-adapting by dropping parts of self . We
should be moving to a more independent reality, not a more enmeshed one. The
most extreme example of independence is the discoverer who always splits from
the majority view. He must be strong and pure to silently maintain his view
which “everyone knows is false”. Such high boundaries is an essential achievement for success to occur, for
separation precedes completion. Another
example is the anorexic who was undifferentiated from the family system in youth
so now compensates by taking the opposite track in maturity--total
reclusion. After many mishaps
she learns that petty competition and jealousies are
instantly dissolved with her total inaccessibility.
To guard against relapse she guards her mind and selects all that gets in her
body, mind and environment. Whereas she was a “blank slate” for others
projections she now becomes warm steel--cordial but
firm, impervious to influences. She jealously
guards who’s around for it is “contact, influence, conquest.”
We know that children love non-competitive games the most--it is independence that brings full self-expression. The happiest cultures are non-competitive and true genius competes with no one--that talent is unique and in his stream there is no competition. Competitive left-brain groups ruin genius and thus the rare overcomer secludes and never compares himself to anyone--this usually means staying on his own turf.
YOUR PRIVATE CASTLE
Your
essence is your private castle for nothing else compares. To be home-centered
is to be self-centered—this is good. If your home doesn’t reflect you,
you
lack center and are owned by society. When people lack center their home is in shambles while they spend time away. You must regain your center to
feel that wonderful joy of knowing the you as distinguished from the
masses. The non-competitive atmosphere of your home transcends time and space--so become inaccessible, choose your experience, make your home reflect
your
personality and never adapt again! From now on you choose all as you
simultaneously seclude. Love your little niche, filling time with solitary
pursuits to establish your own separate reality. Through the inner journey you
gain the discernment and high boundaries defining True Royalty.
The opposite is being emotionally dependent on a vacillator who breaks your
heart!
SCIENCE OF SILENCE
Vs. Codependency
If one
is right, then
silence is the most perfect way to deal with resistance. No one
expects anything from the rightly inaccessible: If your way is best then be
that silent stream of refreshment for people who need you as teacher. Until
one’s time has come, fighting resistance will only tear him down.
But surety,
silence and seclusion will manage new attractions and prevent falling victim
again. In most groups loyalty and protection take precedence over autonomy and
self-realization--and so they will always side against the Great. In groups
denial of self combined with mutual consideration are far more esteemed than
the expression of Self. But for the genius there is sanctity to separation and
seclusion--until the time comes to express and catalyze the race: to be the
genius in the field. The opposite to this release into cosmic freedom is the
horrors of codependency:
Bad faith is really about co-dependency where the dominant one maintains his superior identity by “helping” or “advising” others--and then getting angry when they don’t obey or go their own way. Such anger inspires fear which leads to more bad faith and lost fullness. Put your faith where it belongs--in your own stream and instincts for then your own moments will be protected by God. As you get strong the dominant will spread a net to trap you but he will fall into it. Rather than resisting his competitive strivings it is patient perseverance in one’s own stream which breaks the false power of codependency. “Holy” means separate--like God. To be holy is to be separate. Because God is separate, holy is removed from the ordinary. The highest form of religious experience is to reflect and imitate the divine--so separate and insulate and God will shine through your talents now refined. This period of “ecstatic rest” is your last phase. For new royalty, rest precedes rule.
My
favorite social theorist is Vernon Howard whose theories of human nature are
priceless. When I read his work on “ways to escape cruel people” my life came
together as the hypnotic spell of various systems dissolved. I finally saw the
mixed signals that kept me down. It was shocking because I always felt blame
and shame but could not see the set-up as spectator. “Cruel people” is a little
jewel revealing those human cruelties so you may shake loose from the denial
of bad faith.
Every detachment from fruitless destructive relationships brings explosion into new wonderlands. Once the grieving is complete a brand new life opens up. The release is as elevating as a long fast which brings total transformation. One’s “self” has been defined against these grounds, so detach and now the universe and God--the lovely moment--defines you. The wonderful release is ineffable! The past’s heartbreak of violence and indifference dissolves to joy in the glorious opening after the painful control. Cruelty is usually too subtle, silent and insidious to see and thus we seldom hear about it. We only hear of “love” and “goodness”--the masks we’re told to wear, while cruelty is rarely mentioned (let alone detailed) because as a sinister force it prevents its own exposure. But the shocking facts will liberate you with perfect protection so learn them well as most all cruelty is unnoticed as it happens too often and fast for the mind to register. It all adds up to thousands of pains: a broken promise or plan, being stood up or kept waiting, gossip-called-concern, a perverse triangle or secret alliance, the hostile stare, the sarcastic contemptuous remark, dangerous advice, a “casual” misjudgment or false advertising.
There is active cruelty (hateful insults), then the passive cruelty of witnessing and allowing it to occur--like a mother who won’t defend her children against an abusive husband. It’s an invisible empire with millions of unaware humans constantly punished by their own ignorance. For though unaware it registers deep, resulting in addictions to avoid anxiety—it’s the cause of a pervasive anger whose source remains hidden. And, it’s the fear of facing its vastness that prevents escape. Our denial keeps us hooked to the cruel effects while awareness though painful gives perfect protection and prevention of any more hurt. It does not leave by ignoring it for like cancer it grows more menacing under the surface!
Thus
it is very right to see the wild wickedness of
people.
Cruelty is subtle so catch it before it clips you.
Become as skilled in its identification as knowing the stars. You must
think: “she said that to get revenge.” “He did that to make me
jealous because he can’t control me.” Or “he wants me to adapt to what he
wants.” Whether you confront or not is not the issue---just knowing it’s
occurring stamps out denial and anger. You will soon be free of sorry
conditions as depression lifts and your new light guides you free.
Cruelty hurts others but also the cruel one who is possessed by it. His first victim is himself as he despises truth and decency and anything else different from his own nature. Many people aren’t so nice and they love getting you into trouble. Can you not see this looking back? Stay awake--for a chief cause of sorrow is the inability to see through evil disguises. The worst part is the blind insisting they can see!
FREQUENT FICKLENESS
Explosions of Suppression
Had you read their
thoughts your past would have been different, right? Learn from that to
avoid annoying involvements to which your center says “NO.”.
Notice for example how quickly people change their
minds. They’re friendly and helpful now but suddenly they’re cold
and evasive.
Have you ever felt your protectors were your worst
enemies? Don’t be dismayed--these sad realizations symbolize growth into
maturity. Let the tears flow! These are the floodgates opening you
to the future and oceans of power. Down deep
we all know the truth--it’s just denial keeping us dull, dimmed, dumb,
degraded--all delusions of the immature mind.
You must face human nature to get the high prize of those set apart from the
mass maize--the misjudgments of mistaken, masked identities. See them
though it hurts. Then forgive them--to take the throne as their leader.
You must dare to see through weakness posing as strength for staying in delusion is scary, tedious and heartbreaking. Fooled once, it’s their shame. Fooled twice it is yours. Growing up is giving up foolish infantile fantasies about phony “friends” and finding out those fallacious family fakes. The more familiar the pain caused by persecutors the deeper the knife—perhaps for your whole life. Think of the release about to occur--no more a sucker for the mockers. You want to be champion? Delete the fools and choose your folks. You must never rely on immature souls whose competitive strivings keep you down. As you learn to stand alone you'll feel much safer with just truth and God as your teacher.
A cruel act is an explosion of suppressed energy. The pressure accumulates from having a pretense of being right when one is actually wrong. So an inwardly wrong person is always under the pressure of this conflict which regularly erupts to cause pain and damage. But when truth takes inner hold he loses the pressure from pretense and thus also his cruelty. The phony ain’t fine so you gotta draw that line. He is gross and un-free: it’s his envy you must flee. The greater your role shall be the better you’ll feel as just “me”.
The law of affinity says things of like tone vibrate together. Wrongness hates rightness and visa versa so the two can never relate--they walk completely different paths. It helps to know that the faker of “right” is usually wrong. Getting hurt by wrong people signifies our denied wrong in ourselves which is attracted to another’s inner weakness posing as strength. Yes the phony is blindly attracted to phoniness. You must be internally right to receive the safety of that rightness by avoiding the toxic system. This truth will guide you in all male-female relations as everything becomes smooth and pleasant. You’ll instantly perceive someone’s actual nature as meeting negativity becomes an instant warning against a disastrous involvement—for you'll know that romance/friendship with a cruelian is like living with a rattlesnake! No wrong man can hurt a right woman as her rightness warns by instinct alone, and no wrong woman can deceive a righteous man.
The Lord turned the captivity of Job when he prayed for his friends. So let's do that now: "please Lord help ____ for I feel he's a phony"
The most
common fear is of another’s anger. Knowing the nutty nasty nature of humans
will lead you higher where you'll say
NO to your own fears.
The prince will no longer tremble before the stubble.
Only the weak wear wrath, yet you weep?
You must now say “Cruelian I know you and will no longer shake under the tyranny
of your rage.” When you declare your independence and keep yourself safe
these human storms will be of non-effect.
If you can understand, you command.
Shall I go on? By forcing you to give up on
people, your own inner journey will explode into ecstasy as you move into
miracles. Detach from the outer: implode to the inner just by skipping
dinner and avoiding the sinner.
"Karen, my husband showed me ONCE that he knows how to make love but the rest of the time it's cold, boring and robotic--the contradictions make me sad and crazy." KK: "Inconsistency is what drives the human biocomputer mad"
The cruelian is a “vandal” who loves the thrill of hurting others. He is always playing games and repeating early templates to confirm self-greatness. Just when you think things are going good he falls into his bag: keeping you waiting, denying a normal request, forcing you into hardship and irritation, making you jealous, making you feel less, old, unholy, a phony. He digs driving you to desperation but he’s weak so he’s powerless. Now just see it, flee it. By merely learning about this type you’ve won, then dare to disappoint demanders--never give what you don’t want to give. Beware of expectations or being made to feel selfish and never be exploited just to satisfy them. Discern the valuable from the worthless--the egotistical cruelian has no value to you! As you wake up your responses to the harmful or unpleasant these instinctive soul-elevations will come from mind as well as habit. You’ll see people differently and express it outwardly by refusing to “enter their den.” No more your eyes glazed over with denial--now you’re alert a rich squirt free of hurts and neurotic quirks (from being eclipsed by a shadow—not coming first).
The
cruelian thinks for you--for a price. The most ineffectual are the most eager
to help you. Refuse the charlatan’s “two cents” and suddenly you’ll think, act
and avoid as you should. Your destiny depends on it. Involvement with wrong
can distract or delete decades from God’s plan for you. Avoid, then take
control with perfect protection. Never forgetting the weak are a fake,
always
ask: “what are you really like behind the mask? Since he knows he’s false
he’ll either attack of flee. See that nice little lady? She’s really a
scorpion. Fakery is the cause of cruelty--so to escape hurt, see through masks.
The
cruelian is compelled to win the debate, score the ego point, be a hero and
demolish his fellows to feel good. He’s a conquistador. Realize the danger
here and instead of deflation think: “this could have been handled in a much
higher way.”
Since a higher way exists, why settle for the lower? The
conquering fool is just that--the low lured by like-lowness. He can never see
the brighter higher world for a cruel man does not believe in himself. He tries
to see his wrong as right but it’s impossible--he wants his wicked ways to work
but knows they won’t. In conflict he can’t believe in himself so why should
you? If you do he’ll hate you for your foolish flattery or fawning over a fake
like him, a no-win. But the fool tries to please
the cruelian thinking he’ll be loved but in so doing becomes spiritually weak
while declaring cruelty as worthy of worship! Why reward the ruinous, the
recalcitrant, the rank? Some even fear rejecting this misery-maker.
The solution is to realize you’re not losing him but only your delusion
that you need him! Detach, alight, see things right. Never fight
just use spiritual might—transcend like a kite. It’s your awareness
alone that subdues those rising up against you, but your blind denial is the
glue of gossiping groups in spite.
ONE MONTH BIPOLAR (IN-OUT) DIET
Weeding Your Friendship Garden
People
are either IN or OUT.
Those who are IN you love, adore, cherish and
reward. Those OUT you avoid, ignore, disconnect. Out of your circle they have
no way in to hurt you again. You decide-- and when all is well with you there'll be nothing wrong with your world. As it is, it’s you sending
invitations for disaster!
Practice IN and OUT for one month. You will feel more relief than you’ve ever known. Once someone is designated OUT your inner man realizes he’s a foe or a faker and so attaches no significance or expectation to the contrary. Thus he is no longer hurt by unexpected slights or slighted expectations--there is no hurt nor salutation for the King salutes not the foe. Just stand upright and keep your head above the cruel crowd through aristocratic reserve. Be terse, laconic, sober. Give no account nor take thought for the OUTS and love to their death the INS. In becoming King or Queen the OUTS will never slight you again--they hate you anyway for placating, pandering to and pleading with their sick, silly and sadistic souls. Some men only love those who can see right through them. So if you want his love designate him OUT--only this brings the respect precursory to love.
Make
people win your favor by growing up--while never trying to win their favor
again. Your new matrix of IN-OUT will form a new future as good as fame and
fortune, for in so getting your world organized the relief from tension will
open the floodgates of newfound energy (like an ocean going through your
veins). It’s an easy way of asserting self in sweet silence, as silence
says it ALL--they all know what they did anyway so there is nothing to say.
Your silence is a siren suggesting they spurt up speedily
or “so long, so-low, I’m going solo.”
Since all misjudgment is oppression (indicating
wrong people) the IN-OUT matrix removes the block keeping you from
success.
BRINGING UP THE BAD (PAST)
Labels and Fables
Cruelians are big on bringing up your (bad) past. Think
"ABM": Attack Bad
Memories. When they hurt you this way just remember that (1)
they seek to
weaken and confuse you to inflate themselves and (2) you aren’t that same person
years or seconds ago--for the True Self is new every minute. Take a rattlesnake
and call it a “kitten”. It’s still a rattlesnake. Ignore
people’s insults and self-flattering labels and just see realities. They call
themselves “loving” to veil a viciously vindictive mind. It’s the
“humanitarian” groups which often hog and horde power and wealth, so
stop
believing in labels especially those put on popular people and petty
past-times. See their inner realm--you cannot afford
not to for the time is
late. Give up on the cruelian who always excuses brutality—thinking he’s a
right to attack, to rub your nose in your past or to betray a promise.
When he justifies, he lies! Worse,
his cruel crony counterparts support his hypocrisy while his very victims see
him as a charming though rough “liberator”.
To
detach, live in your own secret world. We can’t change unpleasant people
but we can unchain from them through a “secret world of safety.”
Never let them know how childish and ignorant they are. Keep your wisdom
to yourself and your secret world is a happy world. It’s so nice to live
in the desert as I can turn from man, mass or mess to face the beautiful
mountain vistas, the eternity represented there in pure sun and air. Suddenly I
get caught up in the miraculous moment and all goes “strangely dim.”
Everyone’s on probation here for in the desert wilderness no one can compete
with eternity. This is the mistress we should always turn to when people
problems persist. Go tell it on the mountain then the OUTS dissolve or die
and the INS co-enjoy the eternal ease and evanescent ecstasy of living without
obstruction (oppression). Your phony friends or flimsy family have
contaminated your aura---and you can now de-contaminate by rising out of their
reach to real regality. Turn to eternity when all such paltry petty people
problems and politics is past.
POUNCER
The
crueilian is a pouncer always looking
for an excuse to scream, attack and injure.
His cold eyes resemble a wild
animal waiting for his moment to pounce, and he loves making you nervous about
every word you say. The pain of persecution from cruelians dissolves when you
understand it at this higher level: By seeing the incredible pressure between
their true and false identity we can end the pain caused by troublemakers. They
explode with (often “polite”) cruelty as a bio-device to release the misused
energy. They are helpless--seeing this will switch your state from fear to
insight. Perception prevents pain but refusing to see what is going on allows
the cruelian to confuse, cajole and cause you to cringe. Its like putting a
blanket over your head--the blanket being his anxious face, resentful words and
empty life which strikes fear like the desolation of hell. Putting you in
constant fear is his invisible crime as his defeats become your worries. Let
recurrent outbursts become a blessing, for visions spring from crises! Use
terrible traumas and tantrums to reveal solutions while giving you the will to
act on them. God doesn’t want you to be mentally accosted and destroyed by
evil--only seeing through empty (though glittering) social rewards brings joy
so ask yourself: “do I want to be here with him (them)? Success comes with
seeing through the world’s false front and “fun”—it is foolishness.
HIGH CONQUERS LOW
They do
wrong because they don’t know right so when hurt always think “the higher
conquers the lower.” Unconsciously they act superior assuming the pecking
order is “right” and you are wrong. Don’t struggle to win--just let God’s
higher force act for you. It’s society vs. God who is on your side and
soon all will know it. Never expect compassion from a cruelian for he’s always
looking for revenge and destructive ego-thrills compensating low self-esteem.
Stand in “high silence”--so high science can make his effect null and void.
Since it’s for want of attention that bullies behave brutally they crave to be
fearfully noticed with screams or arguments—so your non-reaction is their
confusion and defeat. Test cruelian’s terror from being totally ignored:
casually ignore, then carefully watch as the hurtful hero becomes a crybaby.
Your denial of what he’s really like only means one thing: the sly sadist
succeeds in leading you to strife and sadness. Has this not occurred all
through your past? You deny, you cry. You buy that lie, then to
self-esteem—bye-bye.
Now you
can see people in an entirely new way no matter their social image. The
hard-hearted are miserable, the cruel are lost and the touchy have only
pretensions of happiness. Vernon adds that the vicious or vile actually take
their own pain as pleasure “preferring self-destructive attacks over a peaceful
existence.” It actually gives them a painful thrill. Don’t forget the harder
they fall (e.g. in love) the quicker they’ll turn on you. When trust is lost,
it’s lost. Some sneaks are like snakes--they suddenly strike then slither away
for good. They go UP at your expense then way down. Superior insight is the
ability to see the reversals and ferocious flip-flops of people: friendly in
private they suddenly switch when surrounded by “familiars”. It’s a case of
OP-TRUTH: all men are two (opposite) people in one as there are two sides of
the brain and two separate nervous systems. The private and social sides may be
worlds apart. It’s your denial of the two disparate sides that makes life so
difficult, so to avoid disaster think: “it’s a package deal” and then
decide--wait and see as Jekyll becomes Hyde. You get their help, but soon
you’ll yelp. And thus it is keen patience preceding your triumph, not
bitterness or wrath—just calmly taking note, then take a new boat.
The
brutal man cries he’s changed his ways, appeases with apologies then strikes
again. When he cries he lies. Though a snake learns to kiss he’s still a
snake. Catch cunning cruelty by asking: is it ego or truth which causes his
actions? Since truth doesn’t deceive you know conceit caused the cruelty--and
exposure makes it powerless. The cruel gang always demands you plan for their
benefit so just casually ignore and plan your own right life in which they have
no place. Take charge!
For those of you who don’t know cruelians this may seem misanthropic and negative. You fortunates don’t have an early template repeated through life, but even you will witness people-pain. Preventing its place provides a peaceful view. With a new mind you’ll see the connection between your fear of someone and their behavior towards you. Your anxiety is a negative magnet to the hurt you believe the harsh can inflict, and just seeing this attracts a higher mind. Stay free of psychic violence by being an anger-detective of all hostility. Here’s the clues: sudden silence, sly sarcasm, sullen stares and silly submission. Other common signs are forced frivolity and “coldly polite accusations.” This knowledge allows your disconnection from emotional memories putting you so high they can no longer reach you.
Strife
is a killer--a demon sent from hell to ruin every project or relation you have.
It’s name is malice, envy, jealousy, anger, resentment and bitterness. It’s a
spirit let into your life through sin--of act or association. Getting caught up
in strife means we totally lose the anointing--the tangible power of God along
with all our spiritual gifts (they’re gone with the rifts). The cruelian wants
to involve us in strife so we must do everything to stay free, for our very
life. Most stress-based disease derives from strife—to the nervous system,
organs, and tissues it’s like a knife. Residual resentments cause
disease--everything from asthma to warts. That’s why we must understand cruelty
lest one is riddled with resentments and filled with ferocity without knowing
why. The cruelian is in conflict and you were the closest victim, period.
Wisdom about this is your shield while denial or ignorance means you’ve no power
to wield.
The
cruelian demands you vibrate on his low life scale. He plays a cruel note
hoping for a tense or angry response which will make him feel powerful. Just
play your high notes. For if you react angrily you demonstrate his power of
control while encouraging his villainy as he senses your anger as weakness.
Never consent to his level for your anger makes your feel defeated. Only your
true nature independent of him/her will give you peace.
Every cruelian is an actor teaching you how not to live. Understanding will release fear. Remember that “even while smiling a cruelian is lying while always denying.” So ignore his words--your “spiritual suspicion” warns like a bell so just listen to that and stay away. But he’s promising rewards or rescue? Don’t believe it--when you finally see his ever-emptiness he can no longer deceive. Just as you refuse to submit to tyranny he’ll get the message and intimidation will end. Then remember: it was you who asked for the company that ended in such grief, so search yourself for unseen invitations and stop sending them out!
This is
the era of spin-doctors and plastic surgeons. As surface appearance is all that
matters, true character is lost. Machiavelli said “it’s not what things are but
what they appear to be.” Everything depends on perceptions as reality--first
impressions and image is all that matters for most so just watch out. But you
stay deep and discerning and develop character (who you are when no one sees)
for the double-minded person is unstable in all his ways. True character will
eventually win out and bombastic false appearances will eventually always fail
as an overnight success takes a sudden downturn never to be heard from again.
Lies, hype and spin have no longevity. Now embark on the diet of freedom--from
any and all distractions from your purpose. Walk and live in truth and you’ll
be in the right, the prevailing light.
P>S> Well you’ve seen the light and temporarily you have no friends! Don’t get discouraged for now you’ll get to know God real good. God knows your future—and you’re in training. Jealousy is the biggest reason for anger--it’s a common Biblical concept. People made you feel small until now, for gifts bring rifts. They’ve wanted power over you to compensate their own lowness in comparison: those without power in God turn to witchcraft. Wisdom of God is all the power you need while transcending your weird world. Let the scorners scoff at God--fools hate knowledge! The world’s wisdom and God’s are opposites so learn to savor sweet saintly solitude.